difficult choice.

sighs, im really very frustrated over the whole JAE thing cause i cannot make up my mind to choose the schools. yes, though there are schools im more interested in, but it happens so that im at the borderline and im not sure i would be able to get in. so well, these 2 days, i've been to HCJC, ACJC, ACSI, RJC, NJC. i've seen SA too :)

in my opinion, firstly i dun think that ACJC is suitable for me cause somehow i dont quite like it. HC is very homely, which is great, but i may not be able to get in either cause there are only 150 places available. :( oh HC and RJ the feng very strong too hahahhaah! (inside joke! :D)

RJ is really very big and everything just seem so new :D the only bad thing is that its rather far from home, so transport makes a slight problem here.. furthermore the cut off is also 3. i was initially worried that it might be quite difficult for me to fit in cause im not from the raffles family. but the tour guides today were from SCGS so they said that in the beginning perhaps have, like during orientation. but after awhile it would still be fine cause the people are welcoming too. :D

ACSI is great too but the only concern is taking IB or A levels is better. its not that far too so its convenient :D oh ya and i only realised it ytd that im actually eligible for the edusave scholarship! so if i wanna go independent schools, its fine too cause the fees wont be that ex. yay :D

thanks to yuexi for bringing us around NJ today! cause its not open house actually haha, just that we wanted to see the school environment etc. but honestly, i feel that perhaps its not so good cause of the over-population. so im afraid those container classrooms might not be so conducive to study though i din see those classrooms. so im quite disappointed cause i have been aiming for NJ too.

anyway, im still very confused. however like what yuexi said, i should follow my heart and eventually there would be happiness wherever im. :D

i've been listening to the song "yong qi" cause right now, i really need the courage to make my own decision which i must not regret. (: