sad sad day.

ahhh last night and today has been quite a bad day. well, last night, for kind of no reason, i had to listen to dad's lectures. long story.. dun wanna think about it anymore.

then today, went to tseyin's house warming. the first thing gu zhang (martin's dad) said when he saw me was, 你越来越胖了。then stupid darren kept laughing lahs. damn sad. :(

next, i was msging sc cause she text me about the Christmas eve gathering which i think wont be having now..

sc: damn sian, linda just said she'll be going out with her friends instead.. so i guess we wont be celebrating tgt..
me: oh... im having some family gathering now cause my aunt having house warming :)
sc: i knew it!!! sigh terrible pple. i hate you all man.
me: heyhey!dun like tat la, i still like you! :) :)
sc: who cares if u like me or not.

then i was telling her dun like that cause i damn sad about my uncle's comment already, but she simply said: so, i dun care. not free now. bye.
& that ended our conversation. :(

sighs. im already trying to jian fei lahs. ben and i were discussing about our plans tgt, so we said have to resist icecream, fastfood, chips, supper, soft drinks. i know when i stand beside her, im not prettier, im not thinner and pple always think im the elder sis. ok im gonna hug my bolster and cry till i sleep already. :((

nights.